I've always hated people with big ego's, people who love themselves (too much in my opinion), people who are over confident, people who call themselves all kinds of "good" adjectives like "sexy" and "hot", people who get complimented by those "good" adjectives on a daily basis...
How the hell did i end up sharing my everyday moments with a person like that? A person who loves the opposite sex so much? Maybe too much?
I don't like it and there's nothing i can do that will make a change. Not a significant change anyways.
I can't fight it, i can't help it, there's nothing i can do that will distract that person long enough. I've tried a lot of ways, none of them work long enough.
It's like no matter what i do, no matter what outfit i put on, no matter what pair of heels i wear, no matter any amount of make up on my face will make enough of an impact to last a while.. it only works in the moment but i think the memory fades the exact next day and I'm back to square one all over again.
I hate feeling this way so much.. & sadly I'm going to encounter this feeling on a daily basis all over again starting Sunday..
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